I realize that I haven't posted in a while. Things have been shitty and weird and everything is a mess.
One of my friends admitted to being obsessively in love with me. I broke up with my boyfriend for a while. That same friends was also extremely depressed and suicidal. He was forced to leave school. My boyfriend and I are back together now. School's been stressful.
I've been eating like shit lately, but I haven't gained too much weight. I've been really depressed. I keep blaming myself for my friend's mental health problems, even though I know it's not my fault.
I'm trying to get shit back together. Get my grades back to where they were. Get my body back to where it was. Things were actually good for a while.
I'll probably post some progress pictures next week sometime.
Hey, welcome back, it's good to see you post. I'm sorry to hear things have been so awful. I hope things start looking up for you soon, it sounds like you've been having a rough time.
ReplyDeleteI'll be keeping you in my thoughts. Take care dear xx
Rebecca! It's so good to see you back :) I was starting to get worried XD did you get my message? <3
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that you have been having a tough time :( I hope things get better... Be strong and take care
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